The card that I pulled was for position four from the spread by Christine Jette, The Heart of Dis-ease: Listening to the Message. This position is called: “Seeking the Healing Cycle”. The question that belongs to it is the following: what types of losses (due to illness) make you want to seek the healing cycle?
The card that I have pulled is Eight of Pentacles from the Victorian Romantic Tarot.
All what I feel is pain in the muscles of my arms looking at this card. What I have lost is the ability of doing this kind of precise perfectionist work, and what hinders me are my hurting arms. That is what I seek the healing cycle for. I have pulled this card not long ago to the question: "How can my soul be cruelly treated?" By working too hard, too perfectionist I treat my soul cruelly.
This card is related to card one, in that I need breaks, and I need relaxation in order for me and my arms to heal.
Hmm. I am repeating myself here.