The card that came to the table Ten of Swords, the second Ten in this spread. I pulled Ten of Wands to the question which symptoms were a revolving door, which was the feeling of being overburdened, taking on too much. Two Tens, so too much is a theme here.
It is not the easiest card to receive, although it is very pretty version of the Ten of Swords. It means to me the acceptation that I am not superman, that I am not a superhero, able to do what I want. I need to give up and give in it seems. It might be that the symptoms itself make me aware of that, as the logical effect of them. I just drop down melodramatically.