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I remember that when I pulled this card I felt overwhelmed by the color red. I had the card pulled with the question: "What can I renew this month?" The theme of the previous Jewish month was 'renewal'. That theme applied to me. What I had too much and too little of this last month was energy. I had so many things in my head that I had to do, that during one of the weeks of this month I slept very bad. I turned and tossed, could not let go of my energy. I thought it would be over when I had finished my to-do-list. To my horror it was not over. I still lay awake to 3.30, 4.00 o'clock in the morning. I did not understand it at all. I was afraid I had a burned-out. I am used to sleep badly, but this was different. The solution was an extra dose of the homeopathic remedy I was using at the time. It had a remarkable effect: in an hour I felt better and it helped for my sleeping enormosly. To be honest, people still say that I look tired, and I am. But I sleep better now!
