April 3rd, 2008

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Blessing of the Day

Just before I went to bed yesterday I pulled a card for the blessing of de day. I received the Wheel of Fortune (from the Russian Tarot of St. Petersburg). 

                              

I smiled. My arms have hurt badly for more than a week and I felt extremely guilty about it, because it was so hard to stop with typing. Of course I typed less, but whenever my arms felt somewhat better I started again. I find it hard to accept the limitation. I noticed that I even could not see a card for the blessing of the day as a blessing anymore. But yesterday it felt like a turn around. That is what the Wheel stands for.