February 18th, 2009

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Head Lice and a Calf and a Loom returned, Card 2

My daughter has got lice on her head. It is our first time. I have always afraid for this, because of my arms. I would not be able to do the combing. But now I can, and I am very happy about that. Still I do no like it.

I have read card 2 of my spread inspired by a story about Brigid and hospitality.

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I have read card 2 today: What is the result for my life, when I have to miss the things (card 1) that are of great value to me. Peace and quiet is what I miss (card 1).

I´ve pulled the Emperor from the Victorian Romantic Tarot. 

This Emperor is a lame one. He looks bored, spoiled, and is not very active. He is not doing his emperor job, being in charge. This is, of course, me from the inside. I am polite listening, but not sharing. The longer I look at this card, the more I hate my attitude. The Emperor is not only spoiled, and bored, he is arrogant too by the look of it, and can be angered easily. Seeing this card there is an inner conflict in wanting to be generous and thereby hiding my own needs.