I have pulled the Grail Hermit from the Arthurian Tarot as an answer. The card makes me headachy. I miss a center in this card and I do not like the man. He seems false to me. For the Hermit is purity and honesty crucial (his sign is Virgin). Hmmm, how to relate this to my life?
I feel sidetracked from what I want to do at the moment. I want to change 'falsity' (the water in the miracle) into purity (the wine in the miracle) and the lack of a center (water), into having a center and acting from that (the wine).