Today my question is “What makes that my eyes see, my heart opens, and I heal?” It is inspired by John, who quotes Isaiah.
I have drawn a card from the Tarot of Jane Austen, Ten of Quills (Ten of Swords). I thought I never pulled it before and I scanned it, but I have.
Shown is Elizabeth Bennet from Pride and Prejudice. Darcy, whom she loves, walks away. She has informed him that a man called Wickam has eloped with her sister Lydia. This means societal ruin for her sister and for her. She is distressed, and thinks she will never be able to marry Darcy. All ends well, but she does not know that right now.
I planned less classes in the following season, and I have raised my prices. I want to write a book for reading the Bible with the instrument of tarot, but the book seems far away in a distant future. I still first have to prepare two new courses for next season. It all feels uncomfortable, as an ending with no real sight at the future.
What makes that my eyes see, my heart opens and I heal? Give in to this situation and accept it as it is. Maybe blind eyes are needed here, they’ll see.